4AM, Work, Church, etc.

Its 4AM as I write, and once again I am up in the middle of the night. I've been having a hard time staying asleep lately and find myself napping during the day instead. This started about 3 months ago just after things started getting bad with my job.

While things have since calmed down a bit at work, waking up in the middle of the night and not able to sleep has become common place. I tend to go on the internet during those times, staying awake for about an hour and heading back to sleep, only to be awake again a few hours later and repeating the process.

There has been times when I have woken up and decided that it wasn't even worth going back to bed and just stayed awake until it was time to go to work or church.

Speaking of Church, I have been trying to get back into going as well. I still presently go to church in city of Boston, but is hard to get to, that is motivate myself to commute out there on Sundays. I am part of a lifegroup there though, which I am very happy with.

There is a church in my area that I hear is very good too, however I am apprehensive to going there as it is a Baptist church. Nothing against Baptists as they are strong on the word of God and salvation, but they tend to have legalistic rules that I am not so sure I could live by, but anyway.

So there you have it. Struggling to go to sleep and make it to church to. Hopefully I will make it today.

Blessings,

Mike

I Hate Losing Things

By my very nature, I am a disorganized person. As much as I try to be organized, I can't continue to manage being so. It is almost always something that I either need or want to find but can't at all.

Case in point, I was looking for a book that I was referencing earlier tonight, I could not find it, but in the process found several other things that have gone missing including my personal cell phone! I thought that was lost for good!

Anyway, while I found a bunch of stuff, I still did not find what I was looking for. This is very discouraging to me and puts me off kiester. Oh well, I know that it will pop up eventually.

Anyway, pray for me, one of these days I will learn my lesson and be organized.