When I look back on my life and where I was 10 years ago at this time, life was going pretty good. It wasn't great, but I think I was stronger back then all the while very depressed.

Church was going good back then although I found myself in a unhealthy relationship with someone. I think that they knew too that it was unhealthy, but I dunno. I was quite happy hanging out with this friend, but things need to be balanced, in which this wasn't, but anyway.

I think that while I am much more social now and enjoy life a bit more, I realize much more the despair and just how much I need Jesus in my life.

In the past 10 years I have dealt with 3 very bad big hauncho bosses. Now I've had good supervisors for the most part, but owners of companies where 2 blew off the handle over dumb stuff, and I really do mean dumb stuff, and one who was passive-aggressive. These things have broken me emotionally.

So am I strong now? Well kinda, more that I admit my weakness and through my weakness Jesus is strong, therefore I boast of my weaknesses so that Jesus will be magnified.