GOD's PLAN VS. MY STRUGGLE
OK, so here is my testimony, God has a plan for my life. When I was only 16, 2 people that didn't know each other had the same word of knowledge for me that I was being called to "The ministry." Now, at the time I did not know what that meant, and truthfully now I still really don't. However I do have a slightly better idea what that might be.
Then there is my present situation which is just quite bizarre. I had surgery back in September that pretty much put me on the disabled list for 6 months. Then my mom died in November. I also have had to move a few times as well.
Presently, I have applied for disability for mental health reasons. While I still believe God has a plan, my mind likes to tell me otherwise. :o
All that I know is that my life is in transition now and I still deal with anxiety and depression much more now than I ever have in the past. Pray for me, while I know I will make it to the other side of this illness ok, it is still a constant battle at the moment.
Thank you for reading!
Mike
