Good morning everyone. 

I just got out of the hospital yesterday.

  This time it was a much more "interesting experience!"

 This time I got much more out of it than  previous admissions.

 Things have finally "clicked" for me. 

I need to take ALL of my medications daily and as prescribed. 

I need to eat 3 times a day whether I want to or not, and I need regular sleep.

 This was all explained to me in a way that I never heard before and made sense. 

Basically if I don't do this then it is an EPIC FAIL! 

Well That's my revelation in a nutshell.

Things are not as bad as I thought and I DO have control over certain feelings.

Blessings,

Mike